Sometimes everything is as it seems

Words rarely convey the truthful meaning they are intended to. There is quite often not enough or too much judgement upon the choices of words. We all have our own definitions of what certain things mean to us personaly, and often we are too attached to our own meaning. What if everyone just told the truth, as if there were some way for us all to communicate misiterpritation free. Quite often I think we should simply do away with the complications that arrise from everyday conversation.

Many people would offhandly dissagree with me and I understand why. There is a great satisfaction at becoming educated enough to have a vocabulary vast enough to narrow in on the topic.

However I think that silence speaks louder than words in any situation. Truth is laid bare in those moments when no one is speaking.

Thanks Dad

How significant am I?

My father is a real part of my life. He fills a space that I have saved for him. He is a contribution to my world and countless others. I think the world of him. He is significant. Is it the physical space he fills? Or just the space in what I define as his? Both are real, one is infinate.

I am significant, separate from my hope of someone loving me. I am real because I am aware of myself. He is real because he knows I am real.

Might sound like nonsense but its the closest thing to love that I got.

Peace
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